Saturday, April 15, 2006

Stressed out...

I know that i haven't posted in like forever but alot of stuff has been going on. This friday i have to have surgery. I haven't been feeling well lately so they did an ultra sound on me and found a mass in my gallbladder.

I am very freaked about going into surgery.

I am stressed out to the point of no return. And no one is making it easier. School is coming to an end which means final projects and no time. Bryon has been just a pain lately. At the beginning of the week he was great and loving and I dont know he just seems so pissed off all the time now and never talks to me. He always seems to want to argue with me about everything. I just don't know what to do because i dont need the extra stress right now at all.

I love Bryon and I know its a rough time but i really dont know what to do. Everyday seems like another problem. I feel like crap a lot and i normally dont even have the energy to do anything which maybe why its gotten so bad.

With that said. Bryon still wants me to move in with him. I want to as long as it would make things better. I want to move into a house. And he has finally agreed with me. I am not sure if it going to happen now though because of the health problems. I just want someone to talk to that isn't my best friend or my family member. Someone who can give me some new and refreashing advice or insight.