Tuesday, January 30, 2007

My job is getting really annoying. Lets just say that there is a certain co-worker that doesn't deserve the job that they have. And because of another co-worker whom that person is related to has the job that they do have. And the fact that I and other people have worked there longer and deserve such job doesn't seem to matter. I had a day where i was not in the best mood... and apparently even though other people can have these days all the time, I can not. I even stayed to help out since my boss is out sick and I got yelled at. I don't get that at all. So I am starting to look else where for a job. Becuase I want to work somewhere that I can grow and get more responsibility.

GRRRRR!

Anyway me and the boy broke up. yeah. It was my doing, I just need some time to figure out what i want.

I am so busy with school and what not that I need to do this first.

moving on...

so school has been BLUCK to say the least because I just don't give a shit for some reason. None of my classes right now really pertain to my major so they arent fun or exciting in any way.


Otherwise life is good though. I get paid tomorrow and it better be decent or i will get pissed, for real this time.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Are you sure or unsure?

In approx. 8 hours I will be free to start my weekend. Is it bad that I look forward to Thrusdays so much? Not only is it my short day at school but it is also my last until monday.

Today is probably going to suck... i have a paper due in english, i did it i just don't really know how good it is because I also had to do a listening assignment for music and 15 hand sketches for drawing all due today... I just finished my hand drawing.. and honestly they aren't that bad... good thing I'm an artist.

So the Pharm screwed up my check yesterday. How hard is it for an accountant to keep track of like 20 employees? Not hard. I work the same thing every single week. SO! Every two weeks my check is exactly the same... oh no not this week... ugh so pissed off. I wouldn't care if I had loads and loads of money but.. I DONT!

In other news, the other day when I was at school I kept smelling something that smelled like BO and I didn't think i was me since I had put deotorant on and my favorite spray.. but still i kept smelling something... it would come and go... and get stronger and lighter... I kept smelling myself just in case but nothing! It wasn't until i was about to go home and got in the elevator that I realized it was the elevator that smelled like BO not me. Maybe it was the craped space that made it smell so bad, or the probably unsanitary things people do in elevators that gave it it's odor.. i am not sure but I must say it was disgusting... even though i know now that it's the elevator and not me I now carry spray with me at all times.

Oh yeah bout that job... I decided it would be to hard with my schedual. So I will just stick with the Pharm until I can get an outgragious Graphic Design job!

Sunday, January 14, 2007

New Job??

So I went to the coffee shop yesterday with Summe and was looking through a free city paper. I happened to look at the help wanted section and noticed that they were looking for "Alarm Dispatchers" for the weekends only. I decided that it was a sign because well I need money so that I can eventually move out. I also need money because basically I am poor. My parents pay for a lot of stuff but I just and want to pay for things myself. So the problem is this: I already have a job at the Pharmacy and I just got a raise but not a raise to the point where is makes a difference. I go to school full time and have lots and lots of homework. The new job is 24 hours a week at 9 dollars an hour which is like around $200 extra dollars a week which would really help ALOT. If I got this job my schedual would go like this:

Mondays: work at pharm 9-5; School 6-9

Tuesdays: School 12-9

Wednesday: work Pharm 9-5; school 6-9

Thursday: School 12-6

Friday: work at pharm 9-2; alarm dispatch 3-11

Saturday: Work at pharm 9-1; alarm dispatch 3-11

Sunday: Alarm dispatch 3-11


So I would have NO free time and limited time at all to sleep and do homework... I just want to see what the job actually entails before I just write it off. If its a really boring job where I can sit and do my homework then I am perfectly fine with it. If its an extremely stressful job that is really hard and occupies to much of my time then forget it I will make due with what i make now.

ugh! I just don't know what to do!

Saturday, January 13, 2007

I tried to post probably about a month ago but I had some technical diffuculties because I was also trying to change my blog template. I have decided on a very basic template for right now. I just really need to be able to write again.

So I don't know if you heard but I passed my Graphic Design Remittance Review. So i was happy about that. I got good marks in everything. I am looking forward to doing a co-op this summer, hopefully, with my friend Andrew.

School is back in session and my course load is not difficult but nothing that I find fun. I am taking my advanced drawing class, music of world cultures, basic photo for GD majors, Advanced writing (bluck!), and Survey of Western Art II.

I have a paper due this thursday for my english class, but luckly I dont have class mon or fri of next week.

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I had a creepy dream last night. It wasn't that the dream itself was creepy, it was how real the dream felt. I wanted it to be real so bad I guess. Anyway I was just weird.

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So the boy and I are ok. We have are misuderstandings but i suppose everything is ok for now. Its just that sometimes I really miss him and want to hang out with him but other times I don't and I dont really care. I mean i know that sounds mean but I am a very independent person. I want to be able to do things by myself too. I don't know, maybe i am just weird.

Well I am glad to be back!